Icsorue raised her head. She heard to click signifying the removal of the safety, and was prompted to look into the eyes of Tyrian Sturm--his watering, blinking eyes, darkened by sleep loss, covered half-way by heavy lids constantly threatening to close for the last time. This was what she would have preferred. This is how she'd have wanted to go.
Saving the world . . . Icsorue couldn't help but crack a semblance of a smile, however brief it was--she never thought she'd do anything like that. The enigmas didn't save the world, they kept the foreign influences out, but they didn't save it. A human being could start a war untouched by demonic or angelic taint, and the guardians took no part in its prevention. No, Icsorue never once dreamed that she might die for the sake of the world, and if she did, she'd have thought of herself as nothing more than a preposterous dreamer! No better than a silly idealist, something the guardians had no use for!
"Please . . ." she whispered.
Sturm had practically disregarded Eilert's shout. If this was what had to happen, then he was going to do it. Sturm fought for the world, he died for the world--and all of his companions did the same. Desmon, Emitt, and Davon . . . for the world, they sacrificed themselves. Because Sturm had the methods to save it, they saved him--he didn't want it, but in the end, that was what had to happen, and he wasn't going to let their sacrifices go on vain. If Silver succeeded in whatever he was trying, that would be exactly what he was doing: letting his companions' and compatriots' deaths go unjustified . . .
Eilert was some ways away; it would take him seconds to reach Sturm, and even longer due to his injuries and the effects of the cold still weighing upon him. It was a wonder that he could even run; he should very well have been stumbling, limping--but then again, any normal man would have died a dozen deaths for all that Eilert had experienced today.
Tyrian Sturm narrowed his eyes. Icsorue wasn't in the way--he didn't want to think of her like that. He didn't want to think of her at all, now; he wanted to put her out of mind, and cease picturing the young girl bouncing around his office, or the young woman that was so enamored with him, a human being he respected just as much as he did Eilert Draugr, but loved more than he did any other. He squeezed his left hand tight, suddenly finding the simple act of pulling the trigger so difficult. Icsorue spread her arms for him and gave him a clear opening to shoot her in the heart and end all of her pain at once, and leave him the opportunity to end Silver with his bare hands . . .
"Dr.Tyr! Dr.Tyr!! Heeeeey! Lookoverherealreeeeeaady!!!!"
"What is it?"
"Thesunseeeet! Isn'titsocooool?!"
Sturm blinked . . .
"Dr. Tyr, whoy do ya always wrap yourself in all these bloody books? oI mean,
ya can't really tell me you're interested in . . . wot's this one say . . .
The History of L[o]ight? 'ow is that even remotely interesting?"
"I tell you what, Icsorue. I'll buy you a book for your birthday."
"Wot? Oh, no--no, no, no. oI'll pound ya if ya do!"
"What if it's a book you like?"
"The only books oI'll loike is something written by you!"
His shoulders began to shake. Eilert was close--he could stumble in and stop him, just ten feet from it. Sturm could keep his resolve but not shoot, and feel confident that he knew what had to be done, even if he didn't do it. He could do that, but . . . pulling the trigger . . . he had to. For the world's sake . . . he had to . . .
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"SHOOT HER!!" Sturm shouted at loud as he could, commanding Fenix without care if he was heard or not--it didn't matter, now; something much, much more important than had suddenly come up, "Shoot her NOW!!"
"Wh-what . . . ?!" Emma shot a horrified glance to Sturm, "What are you . . . d-d-don't! Don't hurt Mayako!"
"M-master . . . !" Usurii exclaimed, unable to comprehend why her master had ordered this, "Y-you can't . . . you can't have that girl killed!"
"Fenix, kill her! Now!" Sturm insisted, frantic and demanding--he spoke with the utmost urgency, and yet he was demanding that Fenix kill a teenage girl . . .
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The aim of his gun began to falter, and soon, it was trained upon the floor, instead. "I can't."
And for a brief moment, he was able to appreciate the irony of his situation--that he could command someone to execute a girl he hardly knew, but he could not do it himself with someone he did. Would have have been able to pull the trigger then, too? He smiled at this realization.
Sturm's gun fell to the floor, loaded, but not fired--
". . . no . . . no, no . . ." Icsorue's voice was filled with shock, pain, sadness--regret, regret, regret--
Sturm coughed once he realized that his feet were no longer upon the floor. He tasted iron in his mouth and felt blood upon his lips. Tired eyes looked down to the floor, so far away. Six feet between he and the floor, the steel-less stone floor, a line of stone under the steel which seemed non-existence for that one line, a latitudinal line cut through the plates of metal.
Then, the pain finally hit him. He coughed again and strained--what was it, shock? Weakly, he kicked his legs and reached out his arms, and held onto the flat rod which grew from the floor and had itself sunk through his chest. He coughed and gasped, but didn't shout or scream--he couldn't. His lungs were filling with blood-- no. That wasn't the cause. He was run through, straight, the left side of his chest punctured, the metal frame jagged through his back, his left arm immobilized, his body so weak he could do no more than sputter when he tried to speak, and wince under the pressure within his body.
"DOCTOR TYR~~!!!!" Icsorue screamed, once more as loud as her lungs could reach--as she felt once more the pain of a blade run through her metaphorical heart, a blade she commanded herself.