by Nose_Meat on Wed Oct 07, 2009 3:04 pm
“I am fighting in your place in Battle Dome, Preacher.”
“You can not fight! With one eye, and one leg, you won’t last ten seconds, hell at least your friend has a shot, those mother fuckers in battle dome will rip you up boy!”
Jazz smiled that devious smile.
"That's suicide and you know it,"
The freak was right. There was no way he would survive; he may last a bit longer than the preacher, but surviving was another. Ira didn't seem to hear her, she was used to it in the Badlands. She scoffed and turned her attention to the preacher again. It was much more interesting than watching Fransisco's fetid display or Ira's self loathing pity.
The preacher had switched the slave's position from his feet to his shoulders again. The girl wasn't very old, and maybe a few years younger than Jazz was. She didn't feel sympathy. Only a throbbing uneasy threat in the back of her mind. That could easily be her; pleasuring some slob like the spic at the corner of the table. She tensed up, and placed her hand on her bowie knife, two palms longer than her actual hand strapped at her thigh.
A song drifted through the smut and filthy air of the pub. She knew the song. The words were in the back of her mind, mixing with the blackness, staining her, eating her from the inside out. She stared off, the darkness taking her for a second, though she desperately tried to choke it out.
The preacher caught her stare, her eyes set on his and she could tell he was reading her. She swallowed hard, that odd fear, avoidance gathered in her throat. what did he want? She looked down, playing it off as she hadn't seen him stare into her.
He can tell you're crazy.
He knows.
He's planning something.
You should kill him.
Kill them all
She closed her eyes tightly and gripped the side of the sodden wood table with white knuckles, breaking off a fingernail haphazardly.
"Fuck"
She whispered a bit too loud. Gabriel looked at her again, from his toast. She grimaced in pain, knocking her out of the horrid trance. She looked up, tears in the corners of her eyes, tears for pain...tears of thankfulness that she hadn't went to far. She reached for a handkerchief to tie her bleeding hand and the slave was slammed face first into her dinner plate. She almost stood, her handgun ready under the table, in her grasp, but she remembered her place now, and quickly sat down, hoping that no one noticed anything, and if they did
"dammit I 'm such a wreck..."
Jazz thought out loud and covered her face with her hands, kicking the table with her boot. What the fuck was she doing here? They were going to find her and she knew it. She dropped her hands, blood along the right side of her face gruesomely and slumped in her chair, half a mind to leave even if it meant a torturous outcome.
She just decided to sit there and become invisible.
What have I become?