Mayako heard it all; she tightened her arms around the weapon she held and thought as if in prayer.
Oh God . . . Emma, Fenix-- j-just . . . stop it . . .Emma sneered first, before turning away from Mayako and back to Fenix. He took her attention back, but perhaps not for the better. She said nothing to him, but it was clear he had her undivided attention again. She stepped to the side of him, to take the upper half of the broken crutch. She examined it briefly, ignoring Fenix for just a moment, before putting the shoulder rest on the ground. She jabbed her foot against it, holding onto the side, and pushed with her foot while ripping on the wooden pole of it. A snap cued its release.
In just a moment, she stood over Fenix again, this time with the makings of a stake in her right hand. With little more than a glare to address him, she knelt by him, to grab him by the hair and pull his head back, whilst her right arm lifted, a foot long piece of hard, jagged wood in her hand, and Fenix's throat the object of her violent affection.
"S-stop-- E-Emma, stop this . . . please . . ." Mayako, no longer able to hold the tears back, pleaded in fear for her life, Fenix's life, and Emma's . . .
But Emma did nothing, nothing more than raise the stake higher.
Slowly, Mayako made her way up. She dug the hilt of the wooden sword into the ground and forced herself to stand. On shaky legs, she stood . . .
And then, knowing that if she did nothing, Fenix Black would be killed, Mayako screamed, bordering somewhat on shrill, and perhaps the loudest she'd ever raised her voice to someone, "I . . .
I said stop!!"
There was a long pause. Emma did stop; she refrained from driving the stake down into Fenix and she stood slightly, hunched over Fenix, the sharp stick of wood in her hand, still raised, still poised to sink down into Fenix's throat. Slowly, she stood up straight; slowly, she turned to face her friend.
"Or what, Mayako?" Emma asked sternly.
Emma took a step forward. Mayako took a step back. As if prepared to defend herself, she held the wooden sword out in both of her hands, but incorrectly; she held it by the wooden blade, with the hilt at the very top; it was top heavy and painful to hold onto, but it was the only thing she had to defend herself.
"Or-- what--?" Emma insisted as she took another step forward.
Mayako took another step back. Emma took another forward, Mayako another back. By the time Emma stopped, Mayako could feel the strong heat of the burning ranch house behind her. It felt like it singed the back of her neck and all the hair on her head. Mayako winced, both at this and the horrible pain in her nose and tailbone; one of these two felt broken. She didn't know which. She could walk just fine, but she couldn't breath out of her nose. With much hesitation, fearing perhaps that she might be pushed back a few more times, perhaps even pushed far enough to be lit afire, Mayako looked at Emma, now vibrant in the light of the fire.
"Will you hit me? Is that it? You'll take a swing at me? Break me open?
Is it that it? You have it there, you can. You can take a swing at me whenever you want! Everyone will be better off for it, won't they? You know they'll all die if you don't, right? You know where I'll go from here. You know I'll set the clinic on fire. And the Sheppards' and all the shops, the tavern, everything. You know they'll all die, Mayako!" Emma stated, a deliberate attempt at antagonizing Mayako, or . . .
. . . or perhaps it had something to do with her, something more than just antagonizing; when Mayako looked at her face, she saw that the hair tucked behind her right ear had slipped out and fallen before the scarred side of her face; there was barely anything of her face that could be seen at all, little more than the glossy reflection of fire in her emerald eyes. In her tone, there was something missing, some reflection of madness that still clung to her vocal chords, but fell to the wayside in a sudden wave of rationality that was, however briefly, instilled upon her mind.
As if prophesying the future, Emma declared in a soft, but knowing voice, "Or maybe . . . they'll kill me in self defense . . ."
Emma opened her arms, dropping the sharp stick of wood to the ground. She opened herself up to Mayako, not to embrace her, but to embrace her decision, a decision perhaps that Emma felt Mayako hadn't the courage to do--to take a swing at her.
"So what, Mayako? What are you waiting for?!" Emma resorted, then, to screaming, just as Mayako did before, "You want this to stop,
don't you?!"
Mayako tightened her grip on the weapon; the wooden edge dug into her hands, and she looked away from Emma; she shut her eyes tightly, let the tears flow down her cheeks, and took in a gasp for air. She wanted to scream, scream at the top of her lungs, scream anything, profanities, gibberish, anything. She wanted all of this to stop, but she didn't want to be the one that stopped it. She didn't want the responsibility; through everything, she didn't want to be the one that made the swing.
But who would?
There was a long silence between them.
. . . . . .
When suddenly, somewhere, the music stopped--
--stopped dead by a crack that echoed throughout the hills and village that rested upon it; wood driving into bone, a hollow structure of bone, inducing that sickening, stopping crack, as Emma Vaerbond, with wide eyes, collapsed. She was thrown off of her feet, removed from position on the ground, thrown top heavy, hurled head first, struck in the right cheekbone by the hilt of her own weapon, and tossed in a sudden display of limpness, striking the ground shoulder first, head second, and legs last, to lay limp in the grass-- to lay, where she could do little more than breath.
Mayako, standing, was frozen. She couldn't find any breath left in her, nor strength, nor will to
be. In spite of this, she took in a gasp, followed by a shallow breath out, another gasp, and several shallow breaths, as she hung her head forward and shook.
Wide eyed shock was apparent on her face, as trembling arms could hold the wooden sword no longer. It fell hilt first, followed shortly by Mayako herself, who collapsed to her knees, shoulders, head, and body sulked forward, and an ever so subtle sobbing escaping into the air . . .